Away days...

I'm still here....was grounded...
I miss Matt!
I haven't talked to him in forvever!
I'm very sad now.....

I miss him....=(
I was gone but now I'm back!
Woo!

ChibiSimmer wrote:Woot! You look awesome!

You just want to storm his house as an exscuse to wear your pretty shiny Stormin Suit don't you?

Tee Hee! Best reason ever!

Shineh stormin' suit - pictured here in sunset yellow, purchased from Stormin' Suits R Us, sizes 8-24, £17.99; boots - model's own.

Calling Cinder. Where are you Matt? I read your post on MikeInside, and we are all behind you 100%. Just post a few lines to let us know how you are.

Best Wishes.

Ren.

:!: What Ren said! :!:

i am back guys sorry it took so long for me to get back to you.
i have had my scans now.
i got to have some radiopherapy on my arm again, then a minnor operation to take out the formation.
they are still waiting to hear from the royal orthopedic to hear if the small area on my back needs treatment or if its just benign.
but its all looking positive .

I have missed all you guys and spent lot of time thinking of you all.

sorry i have not been on msn much Amanda, i had just been so depresed and stressed that i was wrried m might start taking it out on people i care about.
but i will sign on agian soon.

xx

Best of luck, hon. Good to see posting here again.

it feels realy wierd posting again, its only been a month or so but it feels like i have been away a life time.

In more news i am going to be having some relaxation pherapy and going to be doing some confidance building (which i have lacked for as long as i can remember).
and waiting to hear back about starting Art and music classe and hopfuly creative writing to help fill up my day.

so i might yet be able to keep that promise i made to Emily that i will learn the saxaphone. (its been a year since any of us heard from her, but i hate that i have not yet made a start on a promise i made to a friend)

so who knows
i might even be able to wrtie a song about you guys

cinder144uk wrote:so i might yet be able to keep that promise i
made to Emily that i will learn the saxaphone. (its been a year since
any of us heard from her, but i hate that i have not yet made a start
on a promise i made to a friend)

Funny you should mention her - I wonder what she's up to? Haven't heard anything about her in ages but I think she left at the time everyone was arguing on New Deep about what they could / couldn't say at Mike's. Hmmm...

yeah i miss her, i have made and lost touch with so many friends on mikes over the years but she is on of few that inspired me.
as in no matter what people think of you, being yourself and liking what you like or have a intrest in, being your self is far more importent then being somthing you hate in order to gain friends and popularirty.

so Emily where ever you are today, i would like to thank you for helping me realise that.
and hope your doing well.

thankfuly the rest of you guys who have inspired me are still around these forums you know who you are

anyway i had a few at the bar tonight so i am off to bed

talk to you all soon

Noss Da, mebion.

Ren.

Recently there's been no sign of Molly and I hope she's OK. Molly, if you drop by at all, can you either just say hi or send me a PM? Getting close to your custom rank, btw, so let me know what you'd like.

Cinder's done another disappearing act again (must take that pesky Paul Daniels magic set off him!) but I know he has laptop problems.

Been working on a Battle of the Bands competition at a local secondary school as part of the Arts Festival we run each year. Yesterday we had 14 bands from different secondary schools and colleges who used a professional rig to perform on stage, from beginners to bands awaiting contracts. Amazing stuff.

The kids turned up yesterday morning, had full tune ups and sound checks from a very experienced sound engineer team and then auditioned for three adjudicators in the afternoon. 8 acts made it through to a final competition in the evening. The audience was extremely receptive, cheering on all the acts and really getting behind the performers.

There were two overall winners - a duo who sang Evanescence songs (a girl who'd never performed on such a stage before and who was terrified) and a Screamo band called Descent From Above (such raw energy and power that could teach the more seasoned acts a thing or two).

Fantastic day.

Still missing the above members. *Irons stormin' suit again*

Cinder has apparently popped up again at Mike's (Hi Matt! ), so at least we know he's OK, but I'm pretty worried about Molly.

yeah i am back again.
with a new laptop (well second new laptop) i didnt see eye to eye with the first one, due to the poopie quality of the of HD2400 graphic card but the folkss at pc world aloud me to change it for another one which i posted on mikes.
dont know how sims2 plays on this one yet as it only came back friday and the thought of another 2 hours of instaling 8gig of simish stuff makes me want to cry .

in other news my radiopherapy treatment as started to, other then feeling slighty tierd from it and with the winter months bringing me down, i am feeling somewhat myself.

but i have missed you all and hope molly is ok to seems none as hard from hear lataly either.

Nice to see you back ;p

Welcome back, hon. *Puts stormin' suit back in wardrobe*

Hi Cyber,
Where is everrrrrryone?
Where is Cinder?
Where is Chibisimmer???
Where is Lipsy Froufrou???
Where am I?
Are those my feet

Ren H.

Those are my feet, not yours.

Cinder has had radiotherapy again but is coming out of it now, so hopefully we'll see him about again.

Chibi is studying (studious little Chibi). She does drop by now and again.

Lipsy is around if you know where to look.

You are in the crimson room. Start by looking near the curtains.

My appearances here are going to be sparse for a few days as it's the largest part of the Live Arts Festival next week.

I'm back, but no-one else seems to be.

*Walks away sadly*

I'm back again, just been busy these past few days.
Been given a clear on the scan i had a few weeks ago, and next scan is july.

Grand theft Auto 4 was worth te wait, I have not used the 360 this much since, I first bought it 2 years ago (this generation has been slow)

still feeling really down , but hopfully i will feel better soon, i hate feeling like this.

so been up to much Cyber, Ren ?

P.s, has mikes been hacked again, i cant seem to access it, and the main tutorial page looks messed up.

Not been on much myself lately. Good to hear about the scan and fingers crossed for the next one. Don't know about Mike's, I've only really paid fleeting visits here and there.

well I will be off for a week, I'm going to eat pizza (Ibiza) sorry bad word play.
going to miss you guys, but hopfully i will have some nice pics to share when i get back of me sporting my swim trunks (nobody wants to see thouse surly =) lol.

My hotel has a net caffe so i will try and update you at some point

until then, enjoy the british summer